I think I am done with school for a while.
I'm burnt out, and just can't find the motivation to finish this last week and a half. I still have the website to finish, and then I have another project that I am not even sure about what I need to do. The directions are unclear and all my questions have gone unanswered. How's that for customer service? Frustrating.
Sure another degree or certification is nice to add, but what good does it really do when you don't even use what you have? Maybe I'll change my mind after Christmas break? I doubt it, but the possibility is always there.
So now I have to decide what to do next. I'm definitely not Holly Homemaker. I'm not a good cook, I hate to clean (hence the need for a high paying job so I can hire someone), and I'm a packrat. My children aren't crowded around the homefires singing kum-by-yah and holding hands, and there is often more screaming than not.
I'm still in this funk and don't know what the deal is. Maybe it's my lack of working out and the fact that I tried on my favorite pants from Banana and they were snug? Maybe it's the freezing temperatures and being cooped up in the house all day? Maybe it is the stress of school, Ab's appointments, and trying to keep everything flowing smoothly? Maybe it's too much time on my hands, that somehow turns into not enough because I am severely lacking motivation?
On the bright side, Abs is really doing well. Emily lives in the bathroom these days, the joys of a pre-teen. Junior is starting to go potty on his own more, but forget pooping, he only goes at school, and only when he feels like it. Maybe Santa will bring me a potty trained boy for Christmas?
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