Tuesday, December 2, 2008

What tomorrow holds

is not pretty.  The Mrs told me I shouldn't wonder what it would really hold, and I wish I could go back in time.  I can't even get into it because I am all cried out...well not really since I am in my dark classroom during lunch, crying as I type this.  The kids are okay.  Chris is okay.  And eventually I will be okay.  Other than that I just don't give a damn at this point about much else. How's that for a ray of sunshine?

10 comments:

Mary said...

Just take it one day at a time. I know not much help. Sorry!

CJ said...

Whatever it is, I hope it helps to know you and your family are in my prayers. I've come to admire you in a way I've admire very few people - your strength astounds me.

cjh

Melissa said...

Sending some warm and fuzzies your way.

Medic Mom said...

I don't know what it is, but please know you and your family, as always are in my prayers! You are such a source of strength for me as a "new" wife. Hang in there. Its got to get better!

Ellen said...

huge huge ((HUGS)) for you.

Andrea@Sgt and Mrs Hub said...

Aw, babe... we're pullin' for you. Whatever it is - you are bigger, stronger, and better.

-Andrea

Reasa said...

I am here. I will help if I can. You and yours are in my prayers.

Susan said...

big ((hugs)) your way
You WILL be OK.

The Mrs. said...

man I was just saying that maybe the kids would flush a towel down the toilet.

Your in my thoughts and prayers for whatever this might be.

Old Cowboy Dan said...

You know our feelings!